maa

I have been trying to delete Emil off my Blog but for some reason I can't so it will have to stay unfortunately. All the boys I meet seem to turn out to be big fat scammers. I always seem to find out that i never actually really new them. It really sux aye, it really really bites the big one! I don't know what i do to deserve it. Like am i that bad of a person or something? I dunno! Oh well I gotta move on, roll with the punch. I have already waisted enough time and energy on this sort of thing...and man i have so many people that love me and are amazing support. Even people at work have been emailing me asking if there is anything they can do for me, and i didn't even tell them what happened, they just could see something was wrong. These people have kept me strong and stopped me from loosing it. Big ups to my peeps in Christchurch, you guys are awesome. And my sister Liz is my best friend in the world. Shes so great! (sounds like i'm doing an oscar speech)

Going on another boat cruise tonight...its going to be so good. I need to let loose after the week i have just had. talk about Stressful! and tomorrow i'm going to a wedding for people that have I never met. Should be fun! A free feed anyway...awesome!

Don't ya just love been smart to people that deserve it... it just feels so good. I have so much i could say right now. I just wanna be sarcastic and mean...but i will hold back, because it isn't right... people would think i was very un-Christian and mean...I guess it's a form of release i guess. It makes me feel better. Thats terrible aye!!!

Well enough rambling. It just would be the right time for me to say treat people how want to be treated and if your not going to be a loyal friend to me then piss off....just joking, thats a bit harsh....but you get my drift...
(haha sorry i'm a bit crazy today!)